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have been slacking away this holidays, spending some quality time with friends, family and of course my boy. =D oh, and SHOPPING too!
not that i fit well in any of those clothes. =( DIET time!!

countless times out without my darned handphone. i almost murdered myself last fri cause i was so frustrated. gahhh. inconvienient, and some freaking shopping centres don't even have PUBLIC PAY PHONEs!!! not to mention i don't even rememebr my friends' numbers.

i paid for my most expensive cd just 3weeeks ago while shopping with my cousin. hhahaa. its almost $30 lo. its not that ex, but it ain't cheap lo. high society - passion, haha. only from that cd shop.
i wanna buy the passion 2 and 3 also! (SAVE money =( sighs)

oh wells. i need to get my fingers practising for my exam next year. boos. i hate exams of any kind. gahhh. oh wells.

i dug up the old cd recording of Swiss Winds SYF. =D the very competition i was in and at VCH. Blue shades (edited) and tales of the sea.... which i think we played really well then. miss band!!!
swiss winds, to be exact.

i wish we recorded our pop concert though. there was soleado by the sax section. and.. the sec 4 band tour... amazing grace, glen miller, blue shades etc... all the stunts and moves..

will put up the swiss cd if i manage to upload it.

4e2 ecnye partyyyy. haha. =DDD

PLUS: i so wanna watch breakout!!! listening to the music makes me so high le lo!!

[i don't like this feeling. gah.]
i hate this feeling.
of being manipulated.
that people only care to talk to you when they need something from you.
or to demand of you.
if not.
they see you also don't care.
all this fakery.
shit. what's wrong with me. (i thought its all over when i step down)
boo.

happier stuff!
i went to k yesterday!! =D with samuel, his gf, xinyu, zicheng, zikang, alson and dear! =D
too bad no pics =((
it was fun! =DDD

sat meeting eugene and su? i don't really wanna go to town.
but i wanna see my friends!

gahs.

xmas = desmond coming back. REMEBER my present!!!!
newyear = shopping!! =DDD

-i am just gonna slack this holidays away. =D

[亲爱的, 那不是爱情]- Angela Zhang



教室裡那台風琴叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的聲音 動作一直很輕
微笑看你送完信 轉身離開的背影
喜歡你字跡清秀的關心

那溫熱的牛奶瓶在我手中握緊
有你在的地方 我總感覺很窩心
日子像旋轉木馬 在腦海裡轉不停
出現那些你對我好的場景

你說過牽了手就算約定
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像來不及許願的流星
再怎麼美麗也只能是曾經

太美的承諾因為太年輕
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像是精靈住錯了森林
那愛情錯的很透明

i think the lyrics are abit half complete. =X

-太美的承諾因為太年輕,但親愛的那並不是愛情.
-就像是精靈住錯了森林,那愛情錯的很透明...

这四句歌词突然在脑海里旋转。。。 哈哈。不知道我的用词对不对。。。
好想再说对不起。。。